From all the new graphics, I'm sure most of you have guessed what my big announcement is. I've returned to the ANP. I should never have left in the first place. I suppose I was "in seach" of something. The thing is, what I was searching for I already had, and I just didn't realise it. No, I'm not being totally fair to myself.
I left the ANP for the NSALP. Why? Some would say because they offered to make me a national officer. That's not true. I wasn't offered the appointment of Propaganda Director for about a month after joined. At the time, I didn't see that the NSALP was all that different from the ANP. Plus, the NSALP HQ was only about 75 miles away, rather than nearly 2000. All of ANP's events are east of the Mississippi, which makes it harder for me to attend. I figured when NSALP started having events, they would be more or less out here which would be super convenient.
The funny thing is, despite the HQ being so close, I never once went out there. Part of it was the nasty traffic all the way to Burbank. For those of you who have never been to the Los Angeles area, I can assure you that the traffic is the absolute worst. The 91 freeway has been named the most congested in the country, and the Hollywood freeway ranks number two. The 10, which was the one I would have used for a good part of the trip was the third worst. Basically let's just say the traffic sucks and I didn't want to put myself through it. There's also the fact that as I heard disturbing rumours that Krebs was not who he said he was, and that there really was no office in Burbank, and I think I was afraid of learning something I would have rather not known if I did go.
Then after the death of Krebs, or Rodney Martin, or Lillienthal, or whoever the hell he really was, things fell apart. I assumed control as acting chairman and made an arrangement with Paul Mullet of Aryan Nations. OK, it was a bad decision, but at least I had the guts to make it, which is more than many can say. I took SOME kind of action, rather than let everything die.
I don't have to explain what happened with AN next as it's all recent news. Not knowing what to do, I went with Mullet when he formed his new group, the ANSP. I needed to really think things out. I decided that until I made my decision, it would be business as usual. I would perform my duties in the ANSP to the best of my ability, which is exactly what I did.
Since I never had any "words" with the director of the ANP's Security Arm, Paul Kozak, I contacted him. I told him how I felt about all the drama and bullshit going on, and there was never anything like that going on at the ANP. I asked him if he thought Rocky would take me back, despite all the crap I've said about him, Taylor, and the ANP. Rather than answer me directly, he forwarded my email to Rock, who to my surprise said I was totally welcome to come back. Taylor once asked me on his blog if it was pride or shame that kept me from admitting I was wrong. Here's my public answer to his inquiry: It was 75% pride, 25% shame. There, I said it. Several times I called Rock stubborn and pigheaded. In truth, I was the one who was stubborn and pigheaded. Rocky is a better man than I am, and I am honest enough to admit it. OK, I've eaten enough crow. I'm full.
The reason I held off making this announcement was because of the elections. I know the media checks my blog from time to time. If I had announced my return before the election, I'm sure at least my local paper would have run a headline something like this, "CANDIDATE FOR SCHOOL BOARD JOINS AMERICAN NAZI PARTY!" Obviously, the best strategy was to wait until afterwards.
I decided to make this announcement today because I was unable to get the election results for my office. The networks were giving the results of the small town mayoral elections, but I suppose they couldn't be bothered with things like school board and city council in all the hundreds of rinky-dink little towns in California, and believe me, Rialto is pretty rinky-dink.
When all the results are in tomorrow, I'll let you know the results. It looks like Barbara Boxer will hold her seat in the Senate. It also looks like Jerry Brown is our new governor. Although I'm not certain, it looks like Nancy Pelosi, Speaker Of The House and Congreswoman from San Francisco has lost. We'll all know for certain tomorrow. Believe me, I have a lot to say about the mindless idiots in this pathetic excuse for a state. I do believe White America should fight for what's ours. However, in the case of California, perhaps it's a lost cause and we should just give it back to Mexico. That way the liberal Whites would get exactly what they deserve.